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Thursday, November 08, 2007

i actually wanted to tell you at the chalet but i think it is an urgent matter so here it goes
hey, i know that i am a person who doesnt take stuff seriously ok not stuff but everything well that is who i am but if you want me to change i dont mind but it will take a quite a long time anyway what i am going to say now is gonna be blunt so i hope you will understand if you want me to change then i think maybe you should too i mean you are like the opposite of me i dont take things seriously but you take things too seriously so you should lower your 'serious level' and i raise my 'serious level'. anyway i remember a friend of yours told you to change and you were really upset well that is wrong right i mean that is you and if you change you then you will not be you. i am not saying i am upset about a change but i feel that changes can be a mmm good thing but it will take time maybe i should be more serious cause you are not the first person to tell me to be serious you know? MY PARENTS told me to be seious cause sometimes whenever they scold me or lecture me i will laugh and they must like tell me I AM TALKING SERIOUS HERE STOP LAUGHING then i will like stop but sometimes i continue, so they probably are really irritated =D. it is great you have friends who are great listeners and advisors cause it is not good to bottle up your feelings. mmm the way i handle problems is probably different from how others handle them, i handle them by making the situation a joke then laugh it off listen to some soothing music and just forget about it, i thought you liked or didnt mind the way i handle problems i guess i was wrong and i am sorry. i didnt know until you said so i thought i needed to tell you this. this is not suppose to spite you or offend you or blame you in anyway. i needed to say this so that probably you can have a better understanding of me. if you have problems or anything you dont want to tell me it is ok i dont mind but if you do want to tell me just remember how i handle it. i hope this wont ermm make us become enemies or what but hope we still can stay together ((: CHEERIO!!

ps please gimme your opinion whenever and wherever you can ((:

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